"you dont know what you mean to me...

and what you make me go through"


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpYemelPItk


some things are easier said than done...

I looked at you and i see nothing
i looked at you to see the truth..

fade into you...

i think its strange you love me...

- mazzy star

What came back to me..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5BFjw7Bh48

Can you not see!!!!!!!!!!

i dont have a boyfriend..

i just know a man who will be very upset if he finds out i said that..



- Teri Pratchet (you thought i'd say this!)

6 months....and im down 10 kgs....i've been chewing my nails...and now my fingers since yesterday that i checked my weight...

6 months back the chubby (polite for FAT) girl weighing 62 kgs....is today 52!

credit goes to all those who made sure they'd squeeze out my fat and my breath...

Thank you

Yours Truly

3 hours of "chandigarh kare ashiqui"

not a word i understand...


you're my saibba

decorative lights..
one foot crack on the windsheild..
a 2 year old blowing balloons in the air..
a 75 year old teaching me the hard facts of life..
a black label as someone's gift..

30 diyas..and lots of waiting..
yesterday it rained...today i poured..

happy diwali to those who thought they love(ed) someone..

irascible: when did i tell you i wanted to marry you..

imagery: a million chances and choices on one hand..and on the other its you..your like the ground to which im rooted..

ameliorate:i said i would never be able to look into another set of eyes..i did.....he said things would change for the better...they have changed...im yet to find out if it is for the better..

transgression: every single thing you said for over an hour today..

elysian: He has changed....he pays attention to everything i say and expect from him....this is it!

stubborn: time..

begrudging: "i meee myself.."

above mentioned are a few statements made by people today......

i dont think this one made sense at all...

Sunday Sun

prostitution of development....
selling poverty..


that wraps up my days work..



what keeps me going through the night..

Sunday Sun by Beck

i wonder how my life would have been if i din have a fresh set of 200 kids sharing on camera how much they love APJ Kalam.....sing Kishore Kumar songs and Anuradha Paudwal Bhajans......

then hear a re-mixed version of horns on the JNU road for an hour stuck in a jam...

then enter LSR...only to realize how "old" i am...

life sucks.....if i forget about about the 2 (mini) Kathi Rolls i had today...

do i still give you the ejibejees?

as i moonwalk across pages of yesterday..
yet to recieve more on what the 70mm life has in store for anxious, childlike feelings..
the beginning of a fresh set of vague moments..
conflcting thoughts overpowering the house i want on the top of the hill..
from where i can't see myself..
so used to just wanting this or that...as i curl myself up i on a cold november grass of my lawn..
happy not having it...
happy.... at peace...with whatever is left in my palm....
the aftertaste of wine that did not taste familiar anymore..

inhale...exhale...

it is amazing.....you just don't see....meee

http://www.flickr.com/photos/14799559@N05/

ive been passing my time doing some constructive things..
one of them being posting some pics i took this year on my new Flicker account...

dekho dekho!

and they say im not patient.........

its been 180 days....

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock

idhar ya udhar
kis taraf ho tum
tay kar lo...

The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.


- Frederick Nietzsche

i think about you everyday
they say "get a life"
i say "no"!

the last rain of september...the day before i decided to grow up...well...have i?

and people say "i" look naughty!

I took this one when i was visiting the villages near Mukteshwar.......best shots are captured when they are least expected.....i guess same goes for life...

Horror Scope

Virgo: 4th September '07
Things are getting better from today...you will recieve good news through a telephonic conversation....finances will be on the brighter side...go and splurge to celebrate your day....



even god likes playing jokes on me........


life........is nothing like the smell of october...