It was wierd this morning you know....on one side of my room lay Ayela....motionless.....her body had turned hard as wood...she did'nt respond to my call.......she was never going to respond...never going to get up...ever again........

On the other side of my room there were two little kittens still awaiting to open their eyes to the world.....

Life ended in one corner...and started in the other.....

i just sat there.....not knowing what to do......mourn....or rejoice over life....