Wednesday, December 20, 2006

we are all, but humans...

Insecurity =

- i dont see who you are
- i dont see who you are to me / to others
- i can see, but i refuse to believe in what my heart says is right
- i have a heart and a head, but they dont function in co - ordination
- my intutuion fears a loss even before its taken place
- i see what others make me see
- i see but i like to believe that my eyes are shut
- i never trusted you
- i dont trust myself
- i dont "know" who i am, or what i seek
- im not sure if this is what i seek
- or i dont "want to" believe that i have what i have


therefore,

- i shall lose what i have
- i will try to know what i "seek" and if it "is" what i seek
- i shall see try to see through myself, before i start to err
- i shall move on and stop myself from looking back
- if i look back i shall try to justify it all to myself and my fellow friends

i am..
- what i speak

i am also...
- what i dont see of myself and others see in me..

My words and my actions denote what i am made of,
porus, hard, unbearable,naieve, vulnerable, insensitive, child like etc.

i have seen how people forget to value what they have..
proffession
materialistic belongings
loved ones

some tend to look back once they've lost it,
others justify it to themselves and ignore the digust they would face if they'd look back

our insecurities only tell us how others can make the same mistakes "we have" made in the past...

who needs to change then?


"can you see? can you read between the lines?"

or is it too late?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

hmmm..interesting..and oh so true!

I can read between the lines but i like to believe i cant..