Have you ever noticed people from a moving vehicle....Few who manage to grab your attention...you fail to catch a proper glimpse of em...but they manage to hold your attention..even when youve left them.......far behind.....
I always loved the seats right next to the window.....not just coz it saves me from being sandwitched between two people who 'most definately' need to get rid of their odour......but also coz it provides me the space i need...to be with 'myself'.....
One such thing that i seem to notice quite often are people who keep talking to themselves....lotta times i wonder....do they do so to keep themselves from knowing that they are alone....Ive seen people smiling while talking to themselves....in a cranky face....sometimes even swearing,getting angry..as if there's somehthin around them that needs to change....change...something...in themselves.....
Do we talk to ourselves to FILL the gaps of lonliness....ive seen people talking to themselves while preparing for a speech or exam.....ive seen em talk when they cry in lonliness...when they call upon God.....when out of the blue moon something strikes someone's head in the middle of the bus stop and they smile thinking of something a loved one said a while back that made no sense....
Ive even seen those who dont talk aloud....not 'TALK' in the REAL sense...yet we manage to know what they said...they talk in their thoughts....thoughts....at times as clear as a newborn's heart....and sometimes as hazy as a foggy window...both....equally unique....
I too talk...sometimes aloud......the other times...in thoughts...that too aloud....have you eva heard the cacophony of thoughts...i have....at times they bother me.....make me realize how i should try to merge peoples concerns in mine....but its not in my nature to merge with the crowd.....i am on a one man's journey........like everyone else around....
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