Tuesday, February 07, 2006

wants v/s needs....desires v/s Deserve.........

Sometimes its difficult to draw a line between what i desire and what i deserve.....i think i deserve what i desire......but i dont guide my 'self'..........time guides the self in me.......

Dad once made me read a phrase that said...'dont do things that make you feel good.....do those that are right'.......i think i can hear him say this again after years...

I choose to remain silent in my shell.........ive said so much.....now silence seems more complete........there's a constant conflict between happiness and content........i need to be content...n not just seek for petty happiness...........yeah thats what i did ....again....i 'sought'(comment taken into consideration)happiness....thats where i went wrong....thats why my SELF is not content.

I'm driven by my passions....they keep my spirit alive..n my passions lie in what i do....It keeps me fully in the present, so that time becomes a series of mutually exclusive 'nows.'

1 comment:

Sakshama said...

i'm really really sorry.
but this is an obsessive complusive disorder. really, you must excuse me for doing this:

not "seeked" happiness.
"sought" happiness.

really, forgive me.