Sometimes its difficult to draw a line between what i desire and what i deserve.....i think i deserve what i desire......but i dont guide my 'self'..........time guides the self in me.......
Dad once made me read a phrase that said...'dont do things that make you feel good.....do those that are right'.......i think i can hear him say this again after years...
I choose to remain silent in my shell.........ive said so much.....now silence seems more complete........there's a constant conflict between happiness and content........i need to be content...n not just seek for petty happiness...........yeah thats what i did ....again....i 'sought'(comment taken into consideration)happiness....thats where i went wrong....thats why my SELF is not content.
I'm driven by my passions....they keep my spirit alive..n my passions lie in what i do....It keeps me fully in the present, so that time becomes a series of mutually exclusive 'nows.'
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
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i'm really really sorry.
but this is an obsessive complusive disorder. really, you must excuse me for doing this:
not "seeked" happiness.
"sought" happiness.
really, forgive me.
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