Monday, February 27, 2006

Dreams.com -Episode -1

Believe it or not,im probably the only one in my circle who gets about 4-5 dreams in one night.....wierdly i remember each one of them....even wierder...in details....n to break the records of wierdness...they seem so real they almost keep my head f****ed the whole day.

Ive had this for years....sometimes i think i should visit a counsellor..coz of the limits of imagination iv crossed in my dreams....

Ani is probably the only one who has heard each one of them....any mornin i sound upset...he knows its the dreams...

Both of us have thought a number of times that i should register what i see.....maybe years from now i might find a link......

Today was one of those days.....i din get a comfortable sleep....got up a number of times...consciously trying to get rid of the dream i was getting...but the minute i'd go back to bed,it would continue....imagine!its like a mute button in my head...the minute im back to sleep....it starts to function.....

These were the dreams i had last night -
-I saw my grandma in Jammu....the house looked wierd....practically zoom shots (as they call it in media)of the whole area....she has a new cat.....n it looks exactly like the cat i have at home....(rest i dont remember)

-Saw Shukla sitting on the bumper of a car outside an examination center...my car stops next to him..i get out of the car...unaware of his presence....or maybe i did not want to look the other side...he was nibbling something....(don knw the rest)

-Rupa n i are with a strange man in a hotel on top of a cliff...the view is great...outside our rooms window i can see a beautiful lake with algae and weed growing in it ...the sky is grey....but there's somethin wrong with the lake....when i get up from my sleep n look outside the window i see a white fiat car sunk inside the lake...i can feel somethings not right with the place.

-Saw my cousin all upset...he was crying...he wants to tell me something that i don wana hear....

Days like today really screw my head....imagine the dreams i just mentioned...n multiply them by hundreds.....now thatll freak the hell out of anyone.....n thats the number that ive vaguely seen....

Counsellors and psychiatrists number can be recommended...

F***** Sh***

1 comment:

serendipity said...

Do you by any chances know Kaif Mahmood?.....i mean....meditation....counsellors...and the very name "repressed writer"......fits in his life...like Really well....

Why "Repressed"?