"i can't quit you baby, so i'm gona put you down for awhile...."

- Led Zeppelin

we are all, but humans...

Insecurity =

- i dont see who you are
- i dont see who you are to me / to others
- i can see, but i refuse to believe in what my heart says is right
- i have a heart and a head, but they dont function in co - ordination
- my intutuion fears a loss even before its taken place
- i see what others make me see
- i see but i like to believe that my eyes are shut
- i never trusted you
- i dont trust myself
- i dont "know" who i am, or what i seek
- im not sure if this is what i seek
- or i dont "want to" believe that i have what i have


therefore,

- i shall lose what i have
- i will try to know what i "seek" and if it "is" what i seek
- i shall see try to see through myself, before i start to err
- i shall move on and stop myself from looking back
- if i look back i shall try to justify it all to myself and my fellow friends

i am..
- what i speak

i am also...
- what i dont see of myself and others see in me..

My words and my actions denote what i am made of,
porus, hard, unbearable,naieve, vulnerable, insensitive, child like etc.

i have seen how people forget to value what they have..
proffession
materialistic belongings
loved ones

some tend to look back once they've lost it,
others justify it to themselves and ignore the digust they would face if they'd look back

our insecurities only tell us how others can make the same mistakes "we have" made in the past...

who needs to change then?


"can you see? can you read between the lines?"

or is it too late?

le nuit

moon is an ice mirror
and im startled by the sound of silence
three yellow leaves
on a winter night
playing abracadabra
while the heavens are fast asleep

Can you see?

why my teeth are showing more than ususal today?

o.k...

in the most non - poetic, non - bloggish way im putting this one across...


I GOT 10,000 bling - bling ka BONUS today!

and its still ringing in my ears

:-)

Je sui....

the atom of the raindrop that scarred your eyelid when you were trying to catch it...

the space between heaven and hell when you stretched your hands wide apart trying to make your first attempt to fly...

the tide that broke down against the sand while you tried to look through the sun..


the wrinkle under your eye when your near a complete cycle of life.......


the depth behind the three liners....




do you read between the lines?

Tsuki ni muragumo, hana ni arashi


"Clouds over the moon, a storm over blossoms"