A "peace" of my mind: I & My Mee

Im coming back..
from where you never left..

A "peace" of my mind: the unspoken word

** why do you always have to go away?


## Because it gives me a reason to keep coming back to you..

:-)

"Peace/s" of my mind - nothing to keep

spending your day...not like the other days you've spent in the past one year is.......??? im trying to find one word for that...

i spent yesterday in doing things that "i havent done in ages"...and those that "people dont expect me to do"...

i.e...doing things i havent done in ages.....sat alone in my lawn and heard Ledzep songs...

things not expected of me......watched the entire match...one over after another....

im leaving..

i hate this phrase!

no..but i am...i going away to Mukteshwar.....not only because it is my job to go (i could have refused to go), nor am i dying for a holiday...but i just can't stay here anymore...

i always run away.....always

nothing to keep me here...

A "peace" of my mind: in search of a high tide

i've messed up so many times in my life... that it dosen't come as a surprise if i make another blunder...

but then i have my intoxicated moments of child - like conversations with street kids in wee hours of night at the NFC market..

each one of them goes to school....knows how the English alphabet begins with an A and ends with Z....but it takes them a minute to realize that Guddu starts, not with a J, but the alphabet G..they told me how none of them actually pays attention to the white woman who spares 3 hours everyday in a government run school, trying to grab their attention to the educated world....none of them pays attention....ofcourse..

Roopa handed over tea..one cup after the other, diverting their attention from her short denim skirt, while Prateek tried to make conversations in a language that was drunk and alien to all of us..

i was in search of my being.....yet again...

and not that i've found it....i am on a passage of rediscovering myself everyday..

like anyone else, i have spent years in absolutely hating kids...i want to spend most of the part left in my life, in learning from them....

yours childishly
gauri

A "peace" of my mind - ten reasons why i shouldnt be dumped...

No. 1: It's already happened in the past
No. 2 - 10: 'galt baat hai'

(miya you'd understand)

A "peace" of my mind - the third stroke

I want to meet people who consider themselves as Optimists
and breathe the same air as i do..

A "peace" of my mind - the second crumb

sometimes it is good to live in an illusion..
even if waking up is not such a good experience..

how the same alphabets could change the course of your life..

i "tried"



i'm "tired"

A "peace" of my mind..the first encounter with reality...

Starting today, im going to add a "peace" of my mind (hopefully on a regular basis)....




'Distance does not make hearts grow apart,
it is the journey travelled together in the past
that matters'

A "peace" of my mind: the greed within

i want a rock...a house with a garden and flowers and wooden swing....or a penthouse with a view of the sun & heaven....i want to inhale and exhale like i've never tasted air before...i want to wake up to dream again...i want to chase shadows...to count the number of golden leaves that follow me when i try to run away from them...i want mee...i want to miss to keep wanting again...

i am what you forgot i was..
i am also what you missed in yourself..

yours graciously